On 2/1/12, my co-worker committed suicide. I cannot fully wrap my head around the fact that she is not going to be at work anymore. I feel like it is surreal. It feels like there are a lot of pieces missing to the puzzle. What does a suicidal person think about as they are dying? Metallica got a lot of flack for their song "Fade to Black" and a lot of people assumed it was about suicide. It is actually about the feeling of despair after some gear was stolen. When I heard the following song on Rock 108, I thought it was about suicide.