Best Rapper Ever

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Hello Thomas, I see that you're depressed
What's the problem? Is it the skeletons you're hiding deep inside your closet?
Have you been reading all the names they call you in the comments?
Have you been worried your haters will put you in a coffin?
Are you distraught that you promised vodka was not an option?
Now you're having thoughts of doing shots, Tom, you're an alcoholic
Is that true? You're upset that you can't have booze
What's the matter, Thomas? Something's got you in a bad mood
Yeah, it does, I'm anxious, nothing calms me down like Xanax does
But I can't even relapse 'cause the internet will laugh at us
I just need a beer or two, but it's been like a year or two
I thought you disappeared, I can't believe that I'm still here with you, shut up
My therapist said me and you can't speak again
I locked the devil out, but it was you who let the demons in
Tom, you're a comedian, I'm only gonna tell you once you really need to be my friend
No, I'm walking alone in the darkness
Sharks in the water, a sky full of vultures
The doctor giving you pills
'Cause the pressure you're under giving you ulcers
Shut up, let me remind you
I'm independent because I'm the guy who
Does anything I want and goes viral
You're independent 'cause no one will sign you
You got a YouTube that no one subscribes to
You got a Spotify nobody vibes to
I'm not another person you can lie to
I'll be the greatest as long as the sky's blue
Liar, come on, Thomas, keep it real
You're the liar, I'mma tell you exactly how I feel
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't wanna be great
If they're the best, then I'm better, don't you make a mistake
'Cause I'm the gold feeling in my bones until I'm a ghost
I'm the one who pulls the sword out of the stone
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't care what you say
I'm da Vinci, I'm forever, I'm designed for the fake
'Cause I'm the gold, get the key the throne, everybody knows
Only voices that I'm hearing are my own
Thomas, I'm still here, I practically smell the fear
I know all the reasons why you feel so insecure
I've seen you panic backstage hearing everybody cheer
You're famous now, Thomas, tell me, what's with all the tears? Shut up
Do you regret that your face is covered with tattoos?
Mad that your beats whack? All your raps trash too? Shut up
Do you resent that you need meds again, neglecting friends?
And now you just pretend you're not pathetic, you're not Eminem
Yeah, it's one of those days, don't know why I don't feel okay
Close both eyes and focus on pain, blows my mind, alone in my brain
I smell smoke from all of those flames, fell in holes and hope for my grave
They told me smell the roses, but I burnt the whole bouquet
Tom, you'll never win the fight against your haters long as I listen
'Cause I read every single comment that you try missing
Then recite them in your mind and memorize disses
I'm a giant, Thomas, why you tryna fight with me?
I'm different
Don't care about a height difference, I might win it
Show up to a gunfight knife swinging
I am the darkness, yeah, I got night vision
I've been biting my tongue
And the blood from my cuts have been filling my stomach
I suffer 'cause they don't show love, and I'm humble
So now I just do this for all of my family and all of my brothers
Liar, you're rapping for yourself, it ain't for them
Your selfish motivations are the reasons you're depressed, I'm doing fine
You need to chill, you need to take more of those pills
Take a breath and tell us all just exactly how you feel
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't wanna be great
If they're the best, then I'm better, don't you make a mistake
'Cause I'm the gold feeling in my bones until I'm a ghost
I'm the one who pulls the sword out of the stone
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't care what you say
I'm da Vinci, I'm forever, I'm designed for the fake
'Cause I'm the gold, get the key the throne, everybody knows
Only voices that I'm hearing are my own
Tom, let's work together, you know how great we can be
Don't deny, just try it; okay, fine; repeat after me; fine
"Hi, my name is Thomas, all I want's to be an artist
I need help from all my demons for my dreams to get accomplished"
See, Tom? I'm just what you need, we're a team, disagree?
Go 'head, cut your wrists and make your demons bleed
No, I need to do this by myself
I told you twice already exactly how I felt
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't wanna be great
If they're the best, then I'm better, don't you make a mistake
'Cause I'm the gold feeling in my bones until I'm a ghost
I'm the one who pulls the sword out of the stone
I'm the best rapper ever, I don't care what you say
I'm da Vinci, I'm forever, I'm designed for the fake
'Cause I'm the gold, get the key the throne, everybody knows
Only voices that I'm hearing are my own